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e_julianaStill searching for something to drive me. I know who I am, but what do I do now?
In January, I was struggling to find my feet and not be overwhelmed by the changed in my life. In April, I was revelling in my new life and freedom with no thought for the future. In July, I knew I lacked direction and ambition, but I just didn't care. Now, in October, I care very much that I don't know where to point myself.
I guess it's progress, of a sort. I had to get some separation/distance from my old life and all the bad things.
But Impatient Woman has struck, and now I want to have a Grand Purpose again.
I'm sure I'll find it. Now that I've put words to the feeling, opportunities that I had been blind to before will arise. Just want direction NOW.
In January, I was struggling to find my feet and not be overwhelmed by the changed in my life. In April, I was revelling in my new life and freedom with no thought for the future. In July, I knew I lacked direction and ambition, but I just didn't care. Now, in October, I care very much that I don't know where to point myself.
I guess it's progress, of a sort. I had to get some separation/distance from my old life and all the bad things.
But Impatient Woman has struck, and now I want to have a Grand Purpose again.
I'm sure I'll find it. Now that I've put words to the feeling, opportunities that I had been blind to before will arise. Just want direction NOW.
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Date: 2006-10-12 09:22 am (UTC)